You asked once if I knew the meaning of pain,
I let you see the sadness, the despair in my eyes,
And I answered,
The meaning of pain is feeling nothing, it’s being lost, slowly coming undone,
You asked once, why I cut myself,
I showed you my memories, the faded scars,
And I answered,
I cut myself to feel, crimson tears pull me from the edge, they help me heal,
You asked once, will I make it through,
I told you my failure, the tragedy that is my story,
And I answered,
It’s not how often you fall, it’s how many times you get back up, fight this war,
Years later, down many roads travelled,
You asked again if I knew the meaning of pain,
I turned my back, started walking away,
And I answered,
The meaning of pain for the already dead is life, it’s living.
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I have no real words for this, but I am compelled to say something, anything. Yet the words seem meaningless in comparison. Please forgive me, but today I leave this little heart here: ❤
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Lol, it wasn’t that bad of a poem!😢 Fairly bleak I guess.😂
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Fairly bleak he says.. this guy! 😉
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I’m sure I could write bleaker.😂
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I have no doubts, but as long as you are just writing “you”, I know it is going to be moving. The raw honesty is what makes it resonate so powerfully.
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Yeah, unfortunately it does contain honesty.😢
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It is unfortunate, but I am glad you have an outlet 😦
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Ha, an outlet that I put on everyone to read!😂
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To truly live into this poem I’d need to go into that hidden, past self… I can’t do that at the moment, I’m working on positivity and fighting some stupid demons in me head… but… This is a good poem. I know it would hit the mark if I let it!
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Thank you and no worries, demons in the head are always bad, I hope your work on positivity goes well.
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They’re tough bastards… 😀 it’s a constant dialogue in the head like 😀 hahaha… ah yeah, one day at a time! 🙂
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Lol, voices in the head, that’s not good.
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I know right? 😀 and they sound like me… it’s the typical case of : “You can’t do this because xyz!” and then I need to reply to myself: ” Don’t be daft ffs!” 😀
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It feels pain indeed as I read it… oh life! Nice poem, Drew.
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Thank you.
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This poem is so truthful it hurts. It’s sad, it’s beautiful, and it tells the story of those who have been hurt by the tragic parts of life. This tugs at my heart. 😭
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Thank you, appreciate the comment.😀
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Agreed, the meaning of pain can definitely be feeling nothing. I’ve had experiences with bipolar/depression, and that tired numbness can be as bad or worse than crushing sadness.
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Very true.
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Wow…
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What a great poem! The emotion really tugs at the reader.
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Thank you.
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Wow! So much beauty *_*
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Thank you.
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A beautiful and heart wrenching poem, Drew. I am very impressed.
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Thank you. 🙂
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Wow. So good in it’s dark depressing way :). I Love it – that sounds terrible doesn’t it :p
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Thank you and I feel exactly the same when I write love it, like it, awesome, etc when it’s for dark poetry.😂
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I freaking seriously love this. !!!!!
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Thank you, it’s very dark!😂
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I have my own dark column- it’s called being a human. It was awesome
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Well thank you, I’ll gladly accept it was awesome.😀 I’ve read quite a bit of your poetry to, good stuff, not sure why but I like dark stuff, seems easy to find meaning in.
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It’s honest
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The meaning of pain is feeling nothing, it’s being lost, slowly coming undone,
I cut myself to feel, crimson tears pull me from the edge, they help me heal,
I just love these lines! A beautiful description.
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Thank you.
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😀
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Searching for a meaning for our pain – what an important theme. It’s something that’s so important, yet so hard for us. I was just writing about trying to find meaning after my own losses – it can feel hard to do that without belittling the pain, as I felt you pointed to.
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